Cin(T)a

I spent my friday nigth watching a beautiful film, Cin(T)a

Cina (yes, that's his real name) is a young naive new student from Tapanuli, he comes to bandung to study Architecture in ITB.  Anissa is a 26 years old student of architecture in ITB. Anissa's study is often disturbed by her works in the entertaiment industry. She is a famous celebrity whose beauty only makes her lonely. Anissa is a muslim from java, while Cina is a bataknese obedient christian.  

At first they weren't close, Cinna underestimated her, he believed in Newton's 1st law "Beauty goes inversely with cleverness". But things happen and they become closer, so close that love flourishes between them. But then they have to face the biggest obstacle, their different beliefs. 

Anisa loves Cina, Cina loves Anisa, but they love God more. 

The title, Cin(T)a, stands for Cina-Tuhan-Anisa.

I know I'm not a good reviewer but it won't hurt to take a look ;)
This movie has been really brave to pick such a very sensitive topic. Belief. God. Differences. Some people think this movie is controversial, but it's actually not. You just need to be mature enough to watch it and don't be narrow-minded, please.
My favorite thing about this movie is absolutely the scenarios! They are simple, smart, and straightforward! it's like listening to a book of quotation. They are delivered in simple ways, just like normal conversation, but it's much deeper.
I also like the story, it's simple yet very complicated. It's not superficial, it feels so real. and honestly although their problem has nothing to do with me, I totally cried. Such a sad fate for a great couple.
There are many simple scenes that will catch your eyes, my favorites are:

when cinna calls and doesn't say anything 

when cinna watches anisa takes whudu

the 'bye cantiek'

when they sit together and say 'this is it'

The only thing I kinda hate is the background sound. Sometimes they can be too much and covers the character's voices.

btw, Sunny Soon is too adroable for words in this movie, asfssd


Check Out the Trailer!

"Kenapa Allah menciptakan kita berbeda-beda kalau Ia hanya ingin disembah dengan satu cara?"

"Makanya Allah nyiptain cinta, biar yang beda-beda bisa nyatu!"

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if you have cool head, and is looking for something different, something that gives you a different point of view, I seriously recommend this movie.

Looking for Peace

Okay, a small but huge mistake, it's not ourshelves, it's ourselves
LOL I guess photoshop should have come with spellchecker.

Happy 55th MOM!

Mamah's 55 Birthday  Party!

Happy Birthday Mom, may you be healthy and happy this year, thank you for being such an amazing mom <3

Back to December

Hello, I guess it's been pretty long since the last time I wrote, in these past weeks there have been numerous stories to tell, but don't get too pumped up since I'm not gonna tell all of them, I don't even think I'm gonna tell you any haha

I really don't know where to start

it's December! the last month of 2012! I can't believe it's ending now

How's December so far? I gotta say I still like November more. November was all breezy and cold while December on the other side is rather hot. Yup, the sun is back on track! it's very sunny on the noon and it always rains on afternoon. And December! UAS is coming! aren't you just thrilled? how lovely

 

By the way I just spent the weekend watching Avatar: the Last Air Bender I have always loved that cartoon but I never really had any chance to watch it properly before. Damn! that cartoon is really good indeed, no wonder so many people love it. 

 

Anyway, My christmas lights is back! I've missed it sooo bad! now my room has gotten much much better, just like the way it should be. 

although it may seems that I'm not enjoying this month, just so you know I have always loved December, it's the cold month, the month of holidays, the month of joy. Christmas is coming! I know I don't celebrate it, but I have always viewed christmas as more of a world tradition, I don't see it as a celebration of a certain religion. I love it when christmas comes, the malls will be filled with great decorations, cute ornaments, happy and joyful songs, you can actually feel the air of holiday.  There will be tons of holiday movies, I have watched Richie Rich and Home Alone for thousandth times and I still can't get enough of them haha

December must be a special month huh? Demi Lovato has "Remember December", Taylor Swift has "Back To December", Miley Cyrus has "Permanent December", and so many other musicians. well, it's just a thought that coincidentally crossed my mind
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Drink you milk, Eat the gingerbread cookies, Put on some blanket, Enjoy your December fellas!

Saving All My Love

just thought that this song, their soothing voices would fit the december mood perfectly,  

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“Things change, and friends leave, and life doesn’t stop for anybody.”

-the perks of being a wallflower

November Rain

Hello Blogie!

there is no better time to write on blog other than 4am-haven't-slept-just-finished-korean-drama-while-drinking-coffee-eating-kerupuk-in-big-sweater-and-socks. Right? ...

Okay, I'm not even sure I'm fully conscious right now, but please just bear with it.

Alright, I hadn't been able to write here earlier I had been really busy and somehow I kept postponing to update you. However here I am, ready to fill you with new stories.
Ah November, so many stories I'd like to share, but I'm not a wordsmith, no matter how much I try to form the sentences in my head, I always fail in telling stories..


November Rain
November Rain 
November Rain
I can't possibly be the only one who read/heard it a lot these days. Twitter, bbm, everywhere people saying 'November Rain' every time it rains. and it rained everyday. I looked up in google and found that it's a title of a song from Gun N' Roses. However, I don't think those friends of mine who update their status with 'November Rain' actually listen to that song. well... yaudahlahyah



November Rain
November Rain
November Rain
Yes. It rains A LOT this November. The weather has been lovely. It's relatively cold even in the afternoon, and I'm practically freezing by night. Thank you so much for all the rain ya Allah. Although sometimes I got trouble from the all the rain, they really make me happy. Rain makes me happy, the cold weather puts me in the best mood. I guess this is actually the first time I like Depok. The city that burns has gotten so nice.
Every time I got out of the building, I would always say "Such a nice weather! I'm so happy!" ...ask Dity and Zan if you don't believe me. I'm not exaggerating anything, I really am happy. I could even wear sweaters!

Last week we all had a long weekend, from Thurday to Sunday! such a great holiday. I didn't go anywhere significant, and I literally spent those days on my bed with my laptop watching dramas and just being a lazybum. And since it was Ibeb's birthday, we had a big family dinner. We ate at Shabu Slim, an all-you-can-eat restaurant which have shabu and sushi as their main course. It sounds interesting right? too bad they only gave 1 and a half hours too eat.
Anyway it seemed like my parents had a fight on that weekend, home was great, but it wasn't exactly warm.But on good note, my brother reported that they started talking again by the time I got back to Depok. I wonder why...

I had a physic quiz on Friday, therefore me and dity were "studying" at Thursday night. and  suddenly at 10.30 pm, Dity's mom came and brought sushi tei. Honestly, never in my wildest dream I dreamed of studying physic while eating sushi. haha. Thank you mamahnya dity!

Oh and on that Friday, Lintang had her 19th Birthday! Happy Birthday Lintang! wishing you all the happiness!

By the way, I joined a Tim Sukses! the number one! #1inklusif1nspiratf Kak Muji!
another out off character things for me to do, but I guess I just want some experience and I believe he'll do good to his people.

I know I've told you too much, but there's another big thing this week
iCarly ends!! it finally ends!
It was sad, seeing people in fandom come back to see and fangirl iCarly for the very last time
But... it was even more pathetic when Carly kissed Freddie, I mean like whaaaaaaaaaat?
LOL

That's all my stories I know you may think this post is pointless, but that's just how I write..
At the end I just want to say, these few weeks have been great.
November Rain
November Rain
November Rain
November Rain 


please be a December Rain too :) 

Hollow

I used to be someone who wants a lot of things
I used to have goals I want to achieve
I used to dream big
I used to know where I'm going

but now
all I want is holiday
every second of the day, I'm waiting for weekend
I'm dreading for time when I have nothing to do

I never liked Monday, but I never hated it.
now I loath Monday

What is wrong with me? Am I just  simply getting lazier?

I feel like I lost all the passion in my body, it feels like nothing can excite me anymore
every time something good happen, the happiness level never goes up to its maximum point.
I've been happy, but never 'I'm-so-happy-I-could-die' kind of happy.

I remember the first two years of high school, something that can kept me happy was my obsession of 'New York City'.
The third year, I was obsessed  ITB. It was literally all I talked about. I couldn't stop thinking about it. It was what kept me going no matter how tired and sick I was.

Those dreams kept me sane, they kept me alive. 

But now I don't even have any dreams. I'm not running nor chasing anything
I barely make it, walking through every second of my life
The only thing I'm looking forward is weekend
and it feels so wrong

Am I sad?
No I'm not sad. I'm just generally hollow

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"Find someone with whom you can laugh about everything and the rest will be fine"

saeloun seuweteo

My mom just got back from Korea and she brought me these three lovely sweaters
you know how much I love sweaters and jackets. They're one of my favorite things ever, and these new guys just make it nine :)

Too bad Depok is always burning. I remember when I used to think that I'll be living in Bandung, therefore I'll need many sweaters. Turns out, I only got to keep all the sweaters in closet
Oh well..

harrypotter-whereIfeelathome

For all the potterheads out there, YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS VIDEO.
it's a fanmade, but it's seriously amazing.
I literally bawled my eyes out

♥♥

Meet Ova, Lintang, Zan, Niken, Kinan, and Dity.
I'm so glad to have these guys around, they bring so much joy to my new life ♥

end of october, start of november

Bonjour!

How's my week?

Well,
The good news is, The Midterm test is finally over!
The bad news is, it was horrible, it's painful to remember about it

Many things happened this week, 31st of October, Ova's birthday and also the day when she and radit finally officially together! 3rd of November, I attended FORSIL which was seriously fun, I did something super out-off-character, I danced SNSD songs in front of all those people. yep. me. dancing. Those words should never be put in one sentence.  Someone recorded it, but I don't even want to know haha
A quality weekend with my older brother, we had Holycow! damn it, that steak was really good that it made my head hurts. literally. 

I guess I don't have much to tell you, that's all about my life this week, honestly.

October ended pretty well, many things happened that month, I'm wishing the next October to be even better.
And Hello November! I know it sounds cliche, but please be nice :)

back

Meet my food stock for this week.
I once told my cousin how much I love Yupi. And yesterday she came to my home bringing all of these Yupi! Thank you so much!

By the way, I'm back in Depok! the town that burns.
just wish me luck on the midterm tests 

Oct

Hello!
Hey!
Hi!

This week had been chaotic.
Last weekend I spent my days off being sick on the bed. It was really bad, I constantly felt nausea especially when I saw foods. I even skipped my class on Monday. By 12:30 am of Tuesday I was still crying from my sickness. Twelve hours from that, I had my Statistic UTS. How was it? It was awful. it was terrible. it was a nightmare. And then the day after that dreadful uts I had my Physic uts. oh it was lovely. lovely to be forgotten. What can I say it was probably as bad as the statistic. I feel really bad though. I feel really bad for Mrs. Ida, I hate knowing that my score will be a disappointment. And then I also had Teobil quiz! it was fun! *please notice the sarcasm* And Thrusday I had mpktb uts! I won't even tell you how it went. 
I would never say I like this week, but hey! I got through this week alive therefore I should be thankful. yep

On the good side, I went home on Thursday! we had the lebaran haji in Friday, as always my big family gathered in my house, it was started in the morning and somehow it got dragged until night. At first we only ate laksa and ketupat, somehow we ended up making roasted fish, and mpek-mpek. Oh not to forget that it was my Dad 53rd Birthday! Happy Birthday Dad! I love you soooooooo much <3
On Saturday we threw a dinner party with my dad's family. well it wasn not exactly a party. just a bunch of people gathered together, chatting, eating and singing kareoke. Nevertheless, it was fun. Meeting the big family has always been fun.

And here I am, 1 am still writing this post. I should start studying but somehow I feel obligated to write it, just to update this blog. Otherwise I would have no other time to do it. 

I am currently typing it in my room. not my kostan room. My own room. with my old speakers. and a cup of hot coffee. It reminds me  with those good old nights~

I miss this kind of moment. I really do. 
    

Adhitia Sofyan - Reality

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I have been trying lately to close my eyes
Those little lambs complaining they’re getting tired
Try as I may and I would fell off my bed
Don’t tell me no bedtime stories,
They just won’t do this time
I know just what the cure is it’s gonna work
I need to get you by my side
There’s no other way

But every time I try to catch you I stumble and I fall
How do I begin to finish this never ending fairy tale
I need to get back to reality
Every time you do that thing the thing you always do
I ended up in misery while starring at your photograph
I’m loosing my grip to reality

I woke up turn on the TV for a thousand times
Reruns I’ve seen to many on the animal show
The tiger runs after the dear and he finally catches on

I see the end of the rainbow not far away
This time I’m gonna let it slide

lil' reminder of pdm

kinda miss those times :')

PDM

Well I should have posted it 2 weeks ago, but I never really had the right time to write it down, and now that it has passed too long, I don't know what to write anymore.

Anyway, I just went through 'Pengenalan Departemen Matematika' or let's just call it 'PDM'. It's another orientation in department level. It was only for three weeks, but the impact has been uncountable. 

It was hard, devastating and absolutely, undeniably tiring. It was consuming time and energy. But damn, it was awesome.

Many of my friends from other places (university, department) hate their department orientation, they believe that it has no use, and that it's just a way for the seniors to gain respect or even get revenge. Well, I used to feel that way, until the first week. Because then suddenly it hit me how great it was. 

I could feel the impact right away. Before PDM we barely knew each other. We only knew those who were in the same class with us and we felt satisfied with that. But through PDM we got to know each other really well. We grew into a big family of Math'12. Other than that, I got to know the seniors who are awesome, and prepare to be a member of the Math family. I know I may sound exaggerating but well I do feel that way.

One of my favorite moment is definetely the last one, when we were told to close our eyes and ponder about Radit being the head of our batch. And the when we opened our eyes suddenly someone threw water from behind. Then suddenly all of the batch 2010 were doing the "yel-yel". It was so sudden, I didn't expect that day to end at 3 pm therefore I felt like I was being struck by lightning. And then it hit me that it's all over and my eyes got teary.

In conclusion I'm so relieved that I joined this PDM, and went through all of the progress.

And so thankful to the seniors who have put all of these for us

And also excited to be a part of this new family.

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and maybe I'm gonna miss this place, the place where we used to do our 'apel pagi' and 'apel sore'
so many things happened here

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“There is a word in German: Lebenslangerschicksalsschatz. And the closest translation would be “Lifelong Treasure of Destiny.” Lebenslangerschicksalsschatz is not something that develops over time. It’s something that happens instantaneously. It courses through you like the water of a river after a storm… filling you and emptying you all at once. You feel it throughout your body… in your hands… in your heart… in your stomach… in your skin.”

-HIMYM

Perhaps Love - John Denver

This is possibly the most heartwarming song I know. it's old but timeless, and the lyric is beautiful <3

Perhaps Love - John Denver

 Perhaps love is like a resting place
A shelter from the storm
It exists to give you comfort
It is there to keep you warm
And in those times of trouble
When you are most alone
The memory of love will bring you home

Perhaps love is like a window
Perhaps an open door
It invites you to come closer
It wants to show you more
And even if you lose yourself
And don't know what to do
The memory of love will see you through

Oh, Love to some is like a cloud
To some as strong as steel

For some a way of living
For some a way to feel

And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go
And some say love is everything
And some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside
Thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you

And some say love is holding on
And some say letting go

And some say love is everything
Some say they don't know

Perhaps love is like the ocean
Full of conflict, full of pain
Like a fire when it's cold outside
Or thunder when it rains
If I should live forever
And all my dreams come true
My memories of love will be of you

siapkuliah!

Jadwal Kuliah! 

I used the leftover papers from faculty ospek!, it's not that bad right? 

By the way can you see it? I only have one class until 9:40 on Friday!

I tidied up my Bedroom and now it's much more liveable! 

Although I'm pretty sure it will be another train wreck soon..

 by the way thank you for the Papa Smurf! I've been hugging him to sleep every night, a good company indeed :D

the start

Hello! Finally able to post again! I had been postponing this post because the internet connection in my 'kost' is really slow, but now I am back at Home!

I know that I complained a lot about my holiday in the last post, but honestly I really think that holiday was great. I got no assignment, I got to gather with my family and I met people I missed 

I met IPA3, had an amazing day with Indan and also celebrated my birthday with yanzamicis <3

But yeah, holiday is over and it's not coming anytime soon, so I have to move on with life and live this whole new life as a mahasiswa

> So, how's campus life?

well I don't know, it's just the first week and I didn't really study anything

Although up until now I still haven't stopped asking my self "why did I choose Math?!", and I'm not sure that I'll be able to catch up... I am glad to be a part of the math dept. 2012

because I met so many great people who instantly became good friends, I got Ova the one who always comforts other, kinan the sunshiny one, Mamat who'll always be there to help (and be helped), Zan who always finds the funny side of everything, Karina, Niken, Dity and so many others <3, I've only known them for a month but they've been really important to me. and the others, the seniors are awesome

Other than that.. well I'm gonna say 'Hello' again to OSPEK!

When my friends were still in holiday I had my Faculty Ospek, when my friends were busy with their Ospek I was having the most relaxing time, and when my friends start to focus on their study... I'll have another OSPEK! Yay! Hooray! This Department Ospek will only last for two weeks,  

Hello sleepless nights! see you really soon! :*

Holiday (?)

it's holiday! time for me to rest, have a good amount of sleep, and just lazy-ing around all day. hooray!
except not.

This year, Mbak Lia decided to go home to her hometown. I know that it's her rights and I wish for her safety, and may she has a good time there. But I just can't wait for her to come back again
Let's just say if washing dishes burns calories, I'll be a model after this holiday. Tons of dishes and clothes to wash I don't even know where to start. And sleeping? meh. Like usual I would go to sleep by three/four in the morning. The thing is, my mother would yell if I sleep 'till noon like I usually did. So my time to sleep has been cut off by those dirty clothes and dishes. To help my self, I even use Styrofoam plates, but that doesn't seem to help much either. 

on the other hand, my heart and my brain are not exactly in a good relationship. I want to be logical, and I know, my brain knows which one is the right thing to do, which one is wrong. But it's not that easy!
I should have known it from the start. meh. meh. meh.

Lebaran part Tomang!

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This year's dress code is BROWN, doesn't look as good as last year when it was white.

lebaran

OSPEK OSPEK

Alright! OSPEK! Orientation!

a week ago I just had Ospek in Faculty level, PSAF. Hooray!

The ospek its self was not so rough, it was full of inspiring seminar and talk show. Sure, there were a division of the commission that was ordered to be rude, offensive and ANGRY all the time, but other than them, the other comission were rather kind and friendly

The one who are angry all the time is the panel division. "FOKUS DEK FOKUS!"  Hearing those word can make all thw new students straight up their sitting posture immediately. Yep those are the signature words from the lovely Panel Division. I know they did it because it was their job, and also for our own benefit. But honestly, without decreasing my respect for them,... they were annoying as heck. When they ask you a question and you don't answer they'll scream "MAHASISWA ARGUMEN", and when you answer they'll try to analyze your every single word, find  a hole and dig it up to bury you. haha. They can be confusing too. One day, the leader asked the students who didn't finish the project to go the front. But since too may students did, he asked us to stop coming to the front. But there was a very loud mouthed senior from behind still shouting "CEPETAN DEK! KALO DISURUH MAJU YA MAJU!" ..and so the students went to the front again, then of course the leader got all angry and blamed us.

all the Panel Divission did was only shouting, verbal abuse. But it was pretty memorable.

I won't say I hate them though. Without them the OSPEK its self won't be as fun and as memorable as it is.

And they really taught us to be discipline, and train us with the hardship of campus life

So, Thank You :)

The Ospek was only for two days. Yep, it wasn't long at all.

But! the Assignments were really really a lot. I'm not exaggerating at all.

I only slept for like 4 hours every night in week

And the for last night, I only slept for an hour. and I didn't even finish it yet. As the Adzan subuh came, I was copying my essay from computer to papers. As I was wrtting, I cried. Like really cried. Tears came streaming down my face, wetting the paper I was writing on. I kept writting while crying and keep saying "I want to stop. please, I want to sleep, I don't want to go on. please. please."

LOL, everytime I remember that morning I always laugh, How could I be that desperate?!

At the end, I feel so Thankful that I got the chance to attend PSAF. Thank you for all the seniors who had been really great, and also for creating an awesome event. also Thank you for MIPA'12! You guys are totally awesome! I feel like hugging each of you at the end of the event haha

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Name Tag

 Buku Perkenalan ( 200 Biodata, masing2 department 40 orang)

Scrapbook

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My Room Condition

 for a week until PSAF done

I honestly don't even think that room was 'liveable' 

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 p.s. I swear those assignment look so much simpler in photos.

Lebaran part Tebet!

Whoa! it's Lebaran already! Minal aidzin Wal Faidzin :)

This Holy month comes to end. It's such a huge shame for me, I honestly feel that I really waste this month. I feel like  didn't do enough. I wish I'll still meet Ramadan next year. I swear I'll do better. Amin.

So, yesterday we celebrated Lebaran Ied in my home! Despite the fact that Mba Lia is going home to her village and all the mess will be my responsibility, it actually went really well

My mother is the oldest from 6 sisters, that's why we celebrate it here since my mother's parent have passed away. The foods were great! We had laksa, opor, rendang, dendeng, and ketupat for sure. I'm not a bog fan of ketupat, but I'll be damned if there's no ketupat in ied celebration.

Just like usual, of course there were "giving THR". Yep the part that all the kids and teenagers around Indonesia have been waiting. But am I the only one whose THR always decrease each year?

Okay, The "Giving THR" part was really fun! not only teens and kids but all the mothers also queued, and they were even fiercer than us. Looking at the photos bellow, I really wish you'd understand, we are not that greedy, it was also for the sake of festivity. LOL :D

 My Dad <3

Tell you what, when I don't simply quote a song. Most of the time I quote a song because I can relate to it. Not just because I simply like it. 

introvert

credit to  this tumblr

7A!

Yesterday I just had a breakfasting with these guys! it was supposed to be a class reunion, but only nine of us came. Such a shame, but it was fun nevertheless. It feels so good to meet them again! They're still as great as ever

these guys are the best. especially the second from the left <3