Holiday (?)

it's holiday! time for me to rest, have a good amount of sleep, and just lazy-ing around all day. hooray!
except not.

This year, Mbak Lia decided to go home to her hometown. I know that it's her rights and I wish for her safety, and may she has a good time there. But I just can't wait for her to come back again
Let's just say if washing dishes burns calories, I'll be a model after this holiday. Tons of dishes and clothes to wash I don't even know where to start. And sleeping? meh. Like usual I would go to sleep by three/four in the morning. The thing is, my mother would yell if I sleep 'till noon like I usually did. So my time to sleep has been cut off by those dirty clothes and dishes. To help my self, I even use Styrofoam plates, but that doesn't seem to help much either. 

on the other hand, my heart and my brain are not exactly in a good relationship. I want to be logical, and I know, my brain knows which one is the right thing to do, which one is wrong. But it's not that easy!
I should have known it from the start. meh. meh. meh.