November Rain

Hello Blogie!

there is no better time to write on blog other than 4am-haven't-slept-just-finished-korean-drama-while-drinking-coffee-eating-kerupuk-in-big-sweater-and-socks. Right? ...

Okay, I'm not even sure I'm fully conscious right now, but please just bear with it.

Alright, I hadn't been able to write here earlier I had been really busy and somehow I kept postponing to update you. However here I am, ready to fill you with new stories.
Ah November, so many stories I'd like to share, but I'm not a wordsmith, no matter how much I try to form the sentences in my head, I always fail in telling stories..


November Rain
November Rain 
November Rain
I can't possibly be the only one who read/heard it a lot these days. Twitter, bbm, everywhere people saying 'November Rain' every time it rains. and it rained everyday. I looked up in google and found that it's a title of a song from Gun N' Roses. However, I don't think those friends of mine who update their status with 'November Rain' actually listen to that song. well... yaudahlahyah



November Rain
November Rain
November Rain
Yes. It rains A LOT this November. The weather has been lovely. It's relatively cold even in the afternoon, and I'm practically freezing by night. Thank you so much for all the rain ya Allah. Although sometimes I got trouble from the all the rain, they really make me happy. Rain makes me happy, the cold weather puts me in the best mood. I guess this is actually the first time I like Depok. The city that burns has gotten so nice.
Every time I got out of the building, I would always say "Such a nice weather! I'm so happy!" ...ask Dity and Zan if you don't believe me. I'm not exaggerating anything, I really am happy. I could even wear sweaters!

Last week we all had a long weekend, from Thurday to Sunday! such a great holiday. I didn't go anywhere significant, and I literally spent those days on my bed with my laptop watching dramas and just being a lazybum. And since it was Ibeb's birthday, we had a big family dinner. We ate at Shabu Slim, an all-you-can-eat restaurant which have shabu and sushi as their main course. It sounds interesting right? too bad they only gave 1 and a half hours too eat.
Anyway it seemed like my parents had a fight on that weekend, home was great, but it wasn't exactly warm.But on good note, my brother reported that they started talking again by the time I got back to Depok. I wonder why...

I had a physic quiz on Friday, therefore me and dity were "studying" at Thursday night. and  suddenly at 10.30 pm, Dity's mom came and brought sushi tei. Honestly, never in my wildest dream I dreamed of studying physic while eating sushi. haha. Thank you mamahnya dity!

Oh and on that Friday, Lintang had her 19th Birthday! Happy Birthday Lintang! wishing you all the happiness!

By the way, I joined a Tim Sukses! the number one! #1inklusif1nspiratf Kak Muji!
another out off character things for me to do, but I guess I just want some experience and I believe he'll do good to his people.

I know I've told you too much, but there's another big thing this week
iCarly ends!! it finally ends!
It was sad, seeing people in fandom come back to see and fangirl iCarly for the very last time
But... it was even more pathetic when Carly kissed Freddie, I mean like whaaaaaaaaaat?
LOL

That's all my stories I know you may think this post is pointless, but that's just how I write..
At the end I just want to say, these few weeks have been great.
November Rain
November Rain
November Rain
November Rain 


please be a December Rain too :) 

Hollow

I used to be someone who wants a lot of things
I used to have goals I want to achieve
I used to dream big
I used to know where I'm going

but now
all I want is holiday
every second of the day, I'm waiting for weekend
I'm dreading for time when I have nothing to do

I never liked Monday, but I never hated it.
now I loath Monday

What is wrong with me? Am I just  simply getting lazier?

I feel like I lost all the passion in my body, it feels like nothing can excite me anymore
every time something good happen, the happiness level never goes up to its maximum point.
I've been happy, but never 'I'm-so-happy-I-could-die' kind of happy.

I remember the first two years of high school, something that can kept me happy was my obsession of 'New York City'.
The third year, I was obsessed  ITB. It was literally all I talked about. I couldn't stop thinking about it. It was what kept me going no matter how tired and sick I was.

Those dreams kept me sane, they kept me alive. 

But now I don't even have any dreams. I'm not running nor chasing anything
I barely make it, walking through every second of my life
The only thing I'm looking forward is weekend
and it feels so wrong

Am I sad?
No I'm not sad. I'm just generally hollow

..

"Find someone with whom you can laugh about everything and the rest will be fine"

saeloun seuweteo

My mom just got back from Korea and she brought me these three lovely sweaters
you know how much I love sweaters and jackets. They're one of my favorite things ever, and these new guys just make it nine :)

Too bad Depok is always burning. I remember when I used to think that I'll be living in Bandung, therefore I'll need many sweaters. Turns out, I only got to keep all the sweaters in closet
Oh well..

harrypotter-whereIfeelathome

For all the potterheads out there, YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS VIDEO.
it's a fanmade, but it's seriously amazing.
I literally bawled my eyes out

♥♥

Meet Ova, Lintang, Zan, Niken, Kinan, and Dity.
I'm so glad to have these guys around, they bring so much joy to my new life ♥

end of october, start of november

Bonjour!

How's my week?

Well,
The good news is, The Midterm test is finally over!
The bad news is, it was horrible, it's painful to remember about it

Many things happened this week, 31st of October, Ova's birthday and also the day when she and radit finally officially together! 3rd of November, I attended FORSIL which was seriously fun, I did something super out-off-character, I danced SNSD songs in front of all those people. yep. me. dancing. Those words should never be put in one sentence.  Someone recorded it, but I don't even want to know haha
A quality weekend with my older brother, we had Holycow! damn it, that steak was really good that it made my head hurts. literally. 

I guess I don't have much to tell you, that's all about my life this week, honestly.

October ended pretty well, many things happened that month, I'm wishing the next October to be even better.
And Hello November! I know it sounds cliche, but please be nice :)