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Meet my food stock for this week.
I once told my cousin how much I love Yupi. And yesterday she came to my home bringing all of these Yupi! Thank you so much!

By the way, I'm back in Depok! the town that burns.
just wish me luck on the midterm tests 

Oct

Hello!
Hey!
Hi!

This week had been chaotic.
Last weekend I spent my days off being sick on the bed. It was really bad, I constantly felt nausea especially when I saw foods. I even skipped my class on Monday. By 12:30 am of Tuesday I was still crying from my sickness. Twelve hours from that, I had my Statistic UTS. How was it? It was awful. it was terrible. it was a nightmare. And then the day after that dreadful uts I had my Physic uts. oh it was lovely. lovely to be forgotten. What can I say it was probably as bad as the statistic. I feel really bad though. I feel really bad for Mrs. Ida, I hate knowing that my score will be a disappointment. And then I also had Teobil quiz! it was fun! *please notice the sarcasm* And Thrusday I had mpktb uts! I won't even tell you how it went. 
I would never say I like this week, but hey! I got through this week alive therefore I should be thankful. yep

On the good side, I went home on Thursday! we had the lebaran haji in Friday, as always my big family gathered in my house, it was started in the morning and somehow it got dragged until night. At first we only ate laksa and ketupat, somehow we ended up making roasted fish, and mpek-mpek. Oh not to forget that it was my Dad 53rd Birthday! Happy Birthday Dad! I love you soooooooo much <3
On Saturday we threw a dinner party with my dad's family. well it wasn not exactly a party. just a bunch of people gathered together, chatting, eating and singing kareoke. Nevertheless, it was fun. Meeting the big family has always been fun.

And here I am, 1 am still writing this post. I should start studying but somehow I feel obligated to write it, just to update this blog. Otherwise I would have no other time to do it. 

I am currently typing it in my room. not my kostan room. My own room. with my old speakers. and a cup of hot coffee. It reminds me  with those good old nights~

I miss this kind of moment. I really do. 
    

Adhitia Sofyan - Reality

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I have been trying lately to close my eyes
Those little lambs complaining they’re getting tired
Try as I may and I would fell off my bed
Don’t tell me no bedtime stories,
They just won’t do this time
I know just what the cure is it’s gonna work
I need to get you by my side
There’s no other way

But every time I try to catch you I stumble and I fall
How do I begin to finish this never ending fairy tale
I need to get back to reality
Every time you do that thing the thing you always do
I ended up in misery while starring at your photograph
I’m loosing my grip to reality

I woke up turn on the TV for a thousand times
Reruns I’ve seen to many on the animal show
The tiger runs after the dear and he finally catches on

I see the end of the rainbow not far away
This time I’m gonna let it slide

lil' reminder of pdm

kinda miss those times :')

PDM

Well I should have posted it 2 weeks ago, but I never really had the right time to write it down, and now that it has passed too long, I don't know what to write anymore.

Anyway, I just went through 'Pengenalan Departemen Matematika' or let's just call it 'PDM'. It's another orientation in department level. It was only for three weeks, but the impact has been uncountable. 

It was hard, devastating and absolutely, undeniably tiring. It was consuming time and energy. But damn, it was awesome.

Many of my friends from other places (university, department) hate their department orientation, they believe that it has no use, and that it's just a way for the seniors to gain respect or even get revenge. Well, I used to feel that way, until the first week. Because then suddenly it hit me how great it was. 

I could feel the impact right away. Before PDM we barely knew each other. We only knew those who were in the same class with us and we felt satisfied with that. But through PDM we got to know each other really well. We grew into a big family of Math'12. Other than that, I got to know the seniors who are awesome, and prepare to be a member of the Math family. I know I may sound exaggerating but well I do feel that way.

One of my favorite moment is definetely the last one, when we were told to close our eyes and ponder about Radit being the head of our batch. And the when we opened our eyes suddenly someone threw water from behind. Then suddenly all of the batch 2010 were doing the "yel-yel". It was so sudden, I didn't expect that day to end at 3 pm therefore I felt like I was being struck by lightning. And then it hit me that it's all over and my eyes got teary.

In conclusion I'm so relieved that I joined this PDM, and went through all of the progress.

And so thankful to the seniors who have put all of these for us

And also excited to be a part of this new family.

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and maybe I'm gonna miss this place, the place where we used to do our 'apel pagi' and 'apel sore'
so many things happened here