Holidays and stuffs

Hello blogie! don't you think the name is cool?
Oh hey btw the National Examination is on and it's mah time to finally have good time. Unless I don't.
I'm totally fucked up! how so? I had written all the things I wanted to do in holiday on a piece of paper. And surprisingly, I took such a good care of that paper! I still have that paper. And well, what should I say.. That paper just keeps reminding me about my dreadful holiday. Well, I don't know if dreadful is really the correct word to describe my situation. it's just.... well...
I had been expecting so much from this holiday (my last holiday for the next couple month), but I have accomplished  almost no thing! well I did cook a orange sauced chicken when ended up not being eaten. But still! Mostly I'm upset at my self, upset at how I stubbornly keep doing unimportant thing..
let's see how I'm gonna put up...